The World Turned Upside Down
I am Michelle. Working with young children, crazy parents and people of different age. http://www.facebook.com/michphua




posted : Wednesday, January 17, 2007
title : It's my life!
Blog Date: 6th January
Mood: satisfied

Today is a damn tiring day for me. Morning got i-guide packing day. A total of 15,000 goodie bags to be packed. I was in the magazine section, kena 6 paper cuts at my fingers and palm! So sad. Anyway my hands are lyk so tired. Aching lyk mad. Cannot stand it, Omg. Some more only ard 70+ ppl ard for the packings. During lunch break, they gave us fried rice and guess what?! Ice-cream, not just ordinary walls ice-cream etc. But Ben & Jerry!!!! AHHHHH! So damn freaking nice man! We got the mixed flavour one. Can't rmb but i know got vallina, new york super fudge chunks, peanut butter dunno wad. So nice!!! Some more a tub shared b/w ppl u lyk. Waha, we 4 ppl share 1 tub man! Woohoo! Haha, then i went off at 4.30 to go for my piano. Dun wanna skip it and slot in make-up lesson cos my timetbale is too full le. Dunno is fortunate or not, forgot bring my scores, only managed to bring my theory books. Haha, lucky man, cos i haven practised for quite a while liao. Some more fingernails so long i haven cut -.-

Haha, So busy during the 2 week 'holiday'. It's totally not a holiday at all. So so busy. Stupid man. Then got camp also. It's fun during the camp, as i found 2 great friends. Haha, but i'm closer to Ser actually. A lot in common and well, we just keep each other company together etc. She today very motherly ah, feed us ice-cream. Haha, then today in tcc foyer, a sub-com person come talk to us. He was in our camp grp anyway, so we know him la. He's kinda attitude but still ok la. Haha, then Ser told him we les, he dun believe. Wahaha! The conversation very funny, as there's this guy who keep pestering her when she dun even know him as friends or wad at all. They only met lyk once! Haha.

Juz talked with Cat, she ask me this qn: 'hey ask u arh, got ppl say u look v small b4? As in lyk v young' my reply was of course got la. Then we talked abt this. Cos she also small sized one, lyk me, but taller a little bit la. It's very freaking irritating when people keep pestering about this issue. If like first time meet, say once/twice nvm la. But like constantly teasing and laughing and making jokes and big deal out of it, it's very rude and no manners of everyone of them. This includes my friends. They keep making big jokes about it. They can say until very nan ting and mean one lo. And i can always just fake a plastered smile on my face, pretending it doesn't matter at all. But it's very rude and hurting to hear all the unpleasant things. But guess wad ppl? U jus have to live with it! I am born this size, My mother is small-sized. What do u expect from me? A giant? Fat hope i tell you. Fat hope. So now, i dun care about what other people comment on my size liao. I have accepted fate. And fate it will be =)

I decided to get this off my chest as sometimes it's very angry to think of it. Why is life so unfair? Everybody gets everything differently. Some are lucky in love, some are not. Some are lucky in money, some are not. Some are lucky in friends, some are not. Some are lucky in physique, some are not. Some are lucky in health while some are not. This is life. Unfair, you lose some, you gain some. Guess we all just have to find out what we have that is the gaining factor.