~Not a gd tuesday~

today is totally a weird day
this is not the usual tuesday
didn't meet him to come sch
did that spark off as the bad sign?

was fine when i woke up and all
but was raining when i reached sch
another bad sign?
was dead tired
from the chiong-ing of editting slides
till 2.30am
was very very tired

think i may have gastric sooner or later
was feeling super hungry when pct lec starts
actually wanted go with manda to flavours
hahas, waited for a while be4 stupid tart tart decided he want to redraw $$
anyway was oready feeling quite dead during lec
then.. finally got brk

but omg they wan do mgen slides rehearse or sth
then since waiting for ruby to eat
went up to do first
then do do do until ruby came
sry for keeping u waiting
then went to flavours
where we met manda with kiwi

think i was too hungry till full
asked for less rice, and it was really little
aft eating, dun feel right
feel lyk vomitting
so went toilet
nth happened
came out and go for mgen
wrong e-lab, makine isaac a bit pissed
i dun give a care, was oready not feeling well

presentation felt stupid
cos not prepared
but whatever
anyway forgot mention CSAS language test was ok
not difficult, can manage

found many nice songs
cantonese duets
damn sad n nice
suddenly recieved a msg at 12.31mn
was seriously wondering who was that

it was from him
damn shocked
he wld normally b aslp by this tym
told me he hadnt had a great day either
feels out of place-this tuesday-yesterday
for both him and me
i miss him.....