I am Michelle. Working with young children, crazy parents and people of different age.
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posted : Tuesday, September 4, 2007
title : MISUNDERSTANDING AGAINS...
Aft all these and that
all i can say is im disappointed n sorry theres a reason behind everything and every actions why cant we try to think further abt this details instead of grumbling abt wad's past let bygones be bygones why cant we let it go why let it stay inside the heart and bother u not only does it make u feel uncomfortable, u're just puling yrself down with those -ve things why do we keep having the same prob over and over again it's lyk a stupid cycle with no end even the living beings' cell cycle has a G0 phase! to capture all the things -.- miscommunication so irritating that's why we shd clarify sometimes u dun feel lyk hanging out in a large grp sometimes u just wan to talk to just a few it's not lyk we're forsaking anyone or casting them out if only we try to understand and feel for the other parties involved im not saying im a victim or wadever im a sinner too i didnt call on every1 sometimes i dun even wish to talk to any1 sometimes msg sent were not clear, trying to squeeze all msg in 1 to cut cost im so so tired of planning events some even that i cant attend im still planning it tiring and sian not all reply waiting for replies reply aft reply no cfmation no answers little ppl RUBY! u better plan the evan thingy yrself! movies ya, said we're watching tgt did i said not to join even aft i watched it be4hand rush hr 3 the funniest movie thus far been waiting for ppl to plan but i see no effort ya, we all wanna watch a lot of movies but nobody is trying to put effort into planning it's always the same few who initiated the plan planning comes from thorough work time date venue ppl event organiser has to look into every1's schedule finding the best suitable timing where the largest amt of ppl can make it ez? try it all the outings so many things to do and plan why cant split jobs? instead of waiting for somebody to plan and when the movies' over complaining that 'tot we said we gonna watch that tgt one?' small grp outing definitely some things u wish to tell some not when u're feeling down, pissed, irritated wadever u just wan find somebody to talk u wldnt want the whole grp to know for start u r lost n confused n irritated wad for invovle every1 it's yr own prob, what makes me to drag everyone down be it the mood wadever finally exams are over tot we cld all hang out and b crazy tgt then come these stupid thing and everyone's working - cannot b blamed but tot we gonna do a lot of things tgt in the 1st week? roller sentosa shopping movies kbox exams period damn stressful almost brokedown our papers seems to be the longest not to mention toughest of course ppl are self fish u wanna fail just to get yr friends ard u happy? i hate studying outside it's noisy and distracting i'll try all my best to stay at home study outside, i'll talk which will distract ppl too but sometimes, i join them for airport studying session becos i need to ask ruby qn etc i'm so sick and tired of all these little games why shd we dig up the past and thrash it out now bottomline we shd try to understand and tolerate each's actions every1 has their reason for doing so i really dunno wad really happened that cause us to think so much.. exams, works, miscommunication, misunderstandings.. i dun wanna talk abt it any longer it's all over i tried to fit in but there's no space whatever happens, i'll still stick to the original plan.. i'll still go back sch every wed to accompany u all for karate on a lighter note, i hope we all can start afresh we must not think about all the pasts oready it's the past wad can we do nth we try will change it too :) just hope we can clear these and lets not jump into conclusion at all in the future im at fault ure at fault everyone's at fault it takes 2 hands to clap one hand doesnt make a sound without the other whose not self fish in this world? who doesn't care abt themselves first? if we are self fish during exams period especially, arent u too? y not think of wad we're going thru too.. it's not my fault i wanna b sick im not feeling great nor ez during that period of time haiz.. i shall say no more |
Michelle Phua
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