Nvr go to work today...

After 2 days of pain, i finally went to "check it out".
Called the hosp up but they freaking tell me, "

all the docs are fully booked all the way until JAN 2010."

My goodness! This is really ridiculous man.. Seriously man!

Gosh, luckily i went to see a doc first myself..

Went to polyclinic and waited for almost 2 hours

Gah, wanted to die!
Doc said mild inflammation, hmmm damn it!

I asked what's the reason, and she replied:
"Oh, there are many reasons my dear, anything can cause an inflammation, for eg, the clothes you are wearing, the abrasion of the cloth and yr skin may also cause an inflammation."
I went "Ohh...."
Like wth -.- then what am i suppose to do with it??

Hai, today was a bad day!

Feeling very angry the whole morning and afternoon..

Gosh, sitting there waiting for my turn, it just makes my blood boil even more!

why, why, why...

are we always stuck at this issue.

hai, but i've alrdy said everything i had to say...

the rest is up to you...

it seriously sucks man..

why is it this way?

everytime when one feels angry or upset..

they think about things that will upset or anger them even more!

why can't we like think abt sth else??

what is the reason to be like this?

i really wonder y....

but i guess we will nvr know the reason to it all..

humans are complex?

humans are unpredictable?

hmmm...

i seriouly hate december..

its like argh!!

plus i have the telunas trip...

that means like 12 days straight cannot see him....

this is even longer than his 10days confinement!
OMG, think alrdy very very sad alrdy......... :'(
But hai, mayb its gd too..

so he can have his rest and time for himself, or mayb his friends i guess.....