Shd i be looking forward to it? Or mayb look at it from a different perspective perhaps?

Hai, my next getaway trip...
Not exactly looking forward to it...
I guess the reason is simple.........
12 days man! it's even longer than the confinement days...
oh well, it better not rain and it better have BIG sun!!
If not i will totaly fall aslp..
I need the SUN
I want my tan back!!
I want to swim ~~
But my wound just got mild inflammation?!
Oh gosh, it better fully recover by then...
If not i would really feel damn miserable!

how and what do i need to do to make u change yr mindset?
this constant "wet blanket" is pulling my confidence lvl down below...
slowly... ever soo slowly...