I am Michelle. Working with young children, crazy parents and people of different age.
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posted : Monday, August 23, 2010
title : Feeling Horrible
severe pms this week
i feel soo moodless, easily agitated and angered easily means by words, actions or simply looking at their expressions during work, i get all the craps in class biting, hitting, pushing, pinching cryings, shoutings, whinnings, sobbings stubborn ppl whom u say 50 times they also dun follow gong ppl that u have to repeat yrself 50 times to get them to do something another 50 times for them to do it correctly.. and some with just their irritating faces to make u feel soo pissed off everytym i got pms i feel very lonely bcos nobody understands and everybody blames you but u r feeling soo soo low but nobody cares at all pms that kind of feeling is not like those normal days where u decided to throw some tantrums pms is real and just non explainable but NOBODY understands i m having headaches now bodyaches and a long cut on my thigh i dun even know what or who caused it it happened at 430pm when i just sat down for a rest and saw a red long cut on my thigh then i took antiseptic to wash it it hurts and bled aft tt i put antiseptic cream i actually decided to leave the wound just there bcos it just looks like a normal cut but my skirt bua the wound and it actually hurts so i need to cover it up with guaze but the cut area was swollen out and red when i bathed it hurts but it is not swelling as much now but the wound still feels hot and looks red now i guess by tmr it will look just like a normal cut but who would have known how it looks like tdy except for myself and my family.. sometimes i just hate being a girl why must have menses soo torturing very troublesome and soo tiring n dirty i love my dear dear very much but sometimes i just dunno how to express my love and pinnings of him.. i do miss him a lot aft work and all esp aft a hard day's work but sometimes i feel more frustrations instead of love bcos men and women really do wire differently for things that affect us a lot, it means nothing to them, more worthless than one cent coin but for things that affect them, to us it means like nothing at all, u r just plain lame... it sucks bcos i just dun feel happy at all how to make me happy?? how can i make myself happy? tmr is another day i face the little devils they really either make or break my day but guess my twins not coming tmr cos tdy one of them having high fever.. tdy spent a lot on shopping but guess it's abt all i need to buy this month.. so yup i do not regret it |
Michelle Phua
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